IT TAKES A THOUGHT TO MAKE A WORD

my diana mini petite noire

2011-06-30T11:09:00.000-07:00

Finally! I am a proud owner of the Diana Mini Petite Noire! Here's a few pictures of the baby Diana, now resting beautifully on my bookshelf. :)

: Look at how cute and small the Diana is. Fits perfectly in my hands!

: Sleeky black.

: The black box of greatness.

: The Diana Mini Family.

: Instruction manual for the toy camera.

: The supercolourful Diana Mini booklet that came with the set.

: Lomography films. I didn't know which would work best, so I decided to try out the Colour Negative ISO 800 and Redscale XR ISO 50-200.

: Cable release for self-potraits.

I am currently still on my first roll of film, and it has been 4 days since i bought the camera. I'm hoping that when it's all developed and scanned, probably around next week, the effects are gonna be magical. I just couldn't wait to see the results. I think i might have burned a few films, was kinda clumsy on the first two tries, so yeah. Fingers crossed. Let's just hope that the pictures are going to turn out great. :)

In times of boredom, ramble!

2011-06-06T07:08:00.000-07:00

I am currently, or to be honest, SUPPOSED to be finishing up assignments and going on field works for the special semester, which is, if I may say it again, SUPPOSED to start last week. Now it's the second week and here we are still clueless as to what to do during our free time in the University. Movies? Checked. Shopping? Checked. Pay bills? Checked. Balik kampung? Checked. Water the almost-dead-plants-at-home? Checked. Staring at random people in malls and laugh at them when they argue in public, or do something embarrassing but they don't realise it? Checked. The latter is pure evil, I know, but hey, FREE ENTERTAINMENT! hehe. People and the silly things they do amuse me so much I hardly ever need my friends to help me laugh. :p

Perhaps this is the reason why I like to wonder aimlessly by myself all the time.

I have managed to keep myself busy, or atleast 'pretending' to be busy on the weekdays (weekends I'm back being the couch potato that I am and I'll just enjoy whatever it is on Astro, munching away Dominos on the sofa. heaven.) but it is getting harder every day. I need to do something productive to keep me occupied throughout the day. Some of my friends have already started a part time job in restaurants, and department stores, but I can never really put myself out there and work for someone else. I am my own boss. I am the boss of me. And as vain as that may sound, I just hate routines. Tho if I am running low in cash, I might have to resort to getting an actual temporary job. Hmmmm. I'm having second thoughts about this. haha! But for now, I'm gonna let future myra to decide lol.

Here's some of the photos I took with my phone camera, I was actually trying out the different effects of the superbly brilliant and awesome photo apps ehehehe.

Muhammad with his PSP

Aiman with his signature long side burn.

The sepet-ness runs in the family. You'll see.

Beautiful brown butterfly caught dead as it flew a bit too close to the giant spinning fan.

Furious looking cat mom shooting me a 'Hey, don't you go mess around with my babies or I swear Imma bite! look.'

3 adorable baby kittens sleeping in a vase. if this didn't make you go: Awww, i dont know what will. :') CUTENESS!

Take a look inside my new fridge. NOT! Cleaned up the whole thing tip-to-toe and voila! An empty fridge with absolutely no food left innit!

1 of my favourite dish of all time: Mac & Cheese. Tho some people refer to this as junk food (clearly, these people have no tastebuds!)

My uneven cooked French Fries.

A smaller version of the Grandfather clock which I recently took the effort to hang on the wall by myself. yay!

Fake roses. They're still pretty on the eyes.

Dominos. The only thing I could stuff inside my mouth over and over again without feeling the need to barf.

Molten lava cake. I'm crazy about this. They're seriously delicious. Seriously.

My favourite Swatch. Notice how hairy my hands are? haha

My blue instax mini. One helluva camera!

Well I guess that's it for now. Something just came up and I need to attend to it. Top secret stuff. Haha. I shall come back for more next time with even more ramblings! That's a promise!

2011-05-16T10:11:00.000-07:00

so here's what happened in april:

F1 Sepang. superohsem!

EXAMSSS. stress tahap mati.

jalan-jalan cari mcD tengah malam.

gamelan at DTC. best!

my sweet 21 surprise party-SSS. kenyang!

(pre-birthday, the night of the birthday, post-birthday)

so yeah that's it. malas nak taip panjang2 buat karangan.

ciao.

of my 127 hours with James Franco and his boulder

2011-03-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

I recently watched 127 hours, a brilliant (spoiler much?) movie directed by Danny Boyle, also the same award-winning director of the Slumdog Millionaire fame. I'm pretty sure many of you have already watched the movie. Right?? Cuz you know you're missing out on a lot if you haven't! Just sayin. hehe. Anyways, this movie is about an adventure freak who goes on a hike one day to a huge canyon in Utah and gets his hand stuck on a big ass boulder while he was stepping between a narrow valley. He had to endure 5 days of mental and physical torture, alone in the canyon, with only his camera, video recorder, a digital watch, a dull blade, a bottle of water, and a long climbing rope, all of which won't suffice for his survival. The amputation scene in this movie is superbly realistic and left me a bit light headed after seeing all those blood. I suggest you see this yourself and see how it works out for you cuz I'm an avid horror film watcher and the sight of blood usually has little impact on me. The whole thing is completely surreal. I can actually imagine the pain that the real Aron Rolston had to face with if I was in his position. I especially enjoy the part where he had to drink his own urine. Yes, those part are always fun to watch, ain't it? ;)

I'm not gonna spoil the ending here but you can probably tell what's gonna happen next. :) If you can, that is.

127 hours is one of the best movies this year and James Franco is one hell of an amazing actor. The way he captures the mixtures of emotion is nothing short of real, and in a way, bizarrely perfect. The musical score and editing is great. Needless to say, 127 hours is a remarkably awesome movie.

James Franco is bad shit alright. :D
Enjoy.

To Swatch or not? That is the burning question.

2011-03-13T10:53:00.000-07:00

Oooooohlala!!!

FYI, this is the zebra print Swatch that I would like to have for my birthday. So please take note. Haha. ;)

The ultimate reason why i like this design is because my favourite 3 colours are all there in one watch!

Another reason is cuz it goes so well with my phone. It's a match made in heaven! :D

And it can't get any better than this. I know this is gonna sound so cheesy but my heart literally skipped a beat when I saw this precious darling on display. In an instant, I knew I just had to get it.

Urgh. I have to brush off this sense of materialism. It's getting to me. ++___++

Eventhou Swatch has always been affordable, the burning question is: To Swatch or not? That is the RM185 question. haha. In my case, switching my current Swatch to a new, better looking Swatch. As much as I adore my old one, I need a new watch make over, as unnecessary as it is. I guess once the novelty wears off, you'll be on the hunt for something new to satisfy your greedy needs. I hate how tamak I sound here. gosh. :(

I wonder if I really need another Swatch in my life?

Anyhoots,

here are the latest Swatch collection from the very famous Jeremy Scott. I don't know how much each one costs, but I bet it's gonna cost a slight fortune.

Just look at how awesome it is. Breath taking, isn't it?

Wings, Opulence, Lightning Flash

I personally love the Opulence, its so elegant and sophisticated. When you really like something, frame it! haha. The Lightning bolt is selling out fast and I hear that you have to pre-order them first to get one. The design somehow reminded me of Watchmen. ;p

"You can actually tell a lot about a person from the kind of watch they wear."

photo booth phun

2011-03-10T22:03:00.000-08:00

Stumbled upon this ohsem page where you get to digitally develop your very own photo booth strip!

works best with pictures taken from your webcam. :)

What i wanna get my hands on

2011-03-10T19:52:00.000-08:00

I LOVE the black, white, and red motifs they have on this fish eye!

droooooolsss :P''

a random picture.

2011-01-29T10:41:00.000-08:00

eeeeeeek.

how did this happen??

and notice how funny my teeth is? there's a vampire teeth at one side of my mouth, of which looks horrible everytime I try to give a full smile tho it looks quite good like this when I laugh like a maniac!

ah well, glad the yellow-ness of my teeth didn't show. :D

fashion talk etc.

2011-01-26T02:56:00.000-08:00

and so the fashion icon this week goes to...

OLIVIA PALERMO

It-Girl carry It-Bags

Leather jeans. We don't see this on the street everyday. hmmm.

and is that 'The Alexa' bag she's toting?

A yellow cardigan paired with a dress on the inside. The colours really pop. And the black pumps is gorgeous!

From far, the jacket almost looked like a blazer. I still have no idea what you call it. But to me, it looks like

a cross between a blazer-cardigan-jacket sorta thing. And the white oxford pumps matches well with the whole outfit. Its simple, and sporty. Less formal too, I might add. Which is why i really dig this whole look.

The reason why I like her style is because there's something about Olivia's fashion sense that I can relate to. Plus, she has the cutest smile! I think it's her best accessory. :D

Black Swan

2011-01-25T01:36:00.000-08:00

Black Swan

I am currently in the progress of downloading this. It should be done in 10 hours. I hope. Haha. The movie is coming out on 24 Feb in Malaysia. Lagi satu bulan baru nak keluar? Are you freakin kidding me? No way jose!

Anyways, this psychological thriller is a must watch! So far it has received positive reviews from the movie critics and some say that it's one of the must-watch movies of 2010, which is funny, cuz we're already in 2010. O_o

Can't say much cuz I still haven't watch the movie, but let's just hope its good. I think it will be, with familiar names such as Natalie Portman, Winona Ryder, Mila Kunis starring. I know Natalie Portman never disappoints. Love her acting. Plus, she won Best Performance by an Actress in a Motion Picture – Drama at the recent Golden Globe Awards! Kudos to her!

how cute!

2011-01-24T05:30:00.000-08:00

I'm so in love with Swatch 2011 Love Collection!

well, just like every other year, this year's collection is to die for! Maybe I'm exaggerating a bit here, but yeah how can you not love these cute couple's watch? :)

The last time I tried to get my hands on one of Swatch's limited edition Valentine Day's watch, I was a little too late as they have already sold their last pair just a few minutes before.

I don't think I'll get one this year, considering they're selling each at a whopping RM410, not a pair, but EACH. erkk. Well duh, it is Swatch. You can't whine about the price.

I prefer their 2010 Fall/Winter collection, especially the Cliff Drop and Dance Time. The best thing is that it's only RM185!

The same thing happened when I wanted to get one a few months back. I don't know what it is with Swatch, but every time I wanna get my hands on one that I really like, they must be sold out. Anyways, they're back in store now. I wonder if I should get one, as I already told the one of the staff there that I'd buy one once they've re-stock the watch. ???

2011-01-19T21:32:00.001-08:00

i’m never organized enough or talented enough or dreamy enough or thoughtful enough. i’m forgetful and messy and impulsive and absentminded and rash, but i’m honest and i’m trying my best.

I miss them lil rascals!

2011-01-14T11:16:00.000-08:00

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2011-01-14T04:03:00.000-08:00

Came across this adorable kitten while I was surfing the internet a while ago and I just couldn't help but smile. Got dizzzy tho, after I tried to turn my head 180 degrees to get a clear view of the kitty.

Cute fluffy pictures like this always make my day.

MGMT y'all

2011-01-13T21:47:00.000-08:00

MGMT.

The NY psychedelic rock band will be playing for us on 25th March 2011 at KL Live!! The 100 early bird tickets are already sold out on the first day and the cheapest Presale tickets will be selling for RM158 starting from 15 January 2011 at the Rock Corner outlet, The Curve.

Go to AirAsiaredtix for more information.

I just enjoy abusing the replay button. :D

of hair woes

2011-01-13T10:04:00.000-08:00

Now that I finally manage to cover up my extremely large forehead with bangs, swiped from one side to the other, I sort of feel like there's a bald spot at the back of my head, caused from dragging too much hair to the front. I don't know. Maybe I'm just hallucinating. My hair's getting longer now, since I last had it cut at a salon shop about a month ago. To be honest, I prefer shorter hair than long manes because they just feel so light and bouncy all the time! Plus, it's so easy to style, with a bit of hair wax here and there. I think I'm going to keep it short. Haha. Keep it 'short'. LOL. And to do that I have to pay a visit to the salon at least once a month? heh. It's worth it. :)

2011-01-11T23:39:00.000-08:00

5 words I find most beautiful and true would be:

You are always worth saving.

2011-01-10T01:33:00.000-08:00

"As far as I know, people are dangerous and largely disappointing.

First things first- safeguard your heart."

2011-01-09T21:25:00.000-08:00

its true, we really don’t know how to handle it, we're too used to the world giving us shit.

2011-01-08T06:42:00.000-08:00

“I love you also means I love you more than anyone loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that no one loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that I love no one else, and never have loved anyone else, and never will love anyone else.”

—	Jonathan Safran Foer.

2011-01-06T22:44:00.001-08:00

I hate this feeling when I can feel myself and others slowly drifting apart and I'm trying to hold onto everybody but they aren't holding on to me as tightly. At the same time, other people are reaching out to me and I'm pushing them away so I keep holding on to people who probably aren't even worth it to begin with.

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2011-01-06T01:24:00.000-08:00

After 2 hours of wandering around looking for things I don't really need, I decided to get a smacking red hot lips computer casing, or whatever you call it. and oh, an overpriced notebook. Ah well, at least the cover's pretty neat.

2011-01-05T00:56:00.000-08:00

Sometimes we hang on.

Even if we really should let go.

A special tribute to a great partner.

2011-01-03T07:02:00.001-08:00

A great partner is one who has faith in you; one who makes everything better when everything else fails, one who is forever faithful to you and no other, one who makes you smile like a total idiot at times when you don’t realize it, one who doesn’t retaliate when you mess things up, one who makes you feel like you're the only girl in the world, one who is willing to share with you a bottle of Coke and a bite of burger every now and then, one who tells you you’re beautiful even when you’re feeling like shit and your hair is all over the place, one who still loves you after all those crazy nonsense you put them through, one who is concerned about you and gets insanely paranoid and worried when you’re sick or when they miss you like hell, one who makes you flustered & tongue-tied at all the wrong time, one who makes you calm when you’re feeling anxious, one who is there by your side in good times and bad, one who is willing to tolerate your irrational behavior, one who makes you feel both hatred and love at the same time, one who makes the stupidest lame joke ever but still made you smile even for the slightest bit, and most importantly, one who doesn’t care if you’re not perfect, because they think you’re amazing, just the way you are.

A. S.

Let's bring down the eagles boys!

2010-12-29T02:36:00.000-08:00

In support of our national football team, I'll scream my lungs out when we score a goal and throw profanities at the opposing team when they do.

Nah, there's no sportsmanship in that.

It's a game.

But I do believe that the
Malaysian tigers will ultimately bring down the Bung Karno Stadium tonight!

RAWRR! Not enough.

RAWRRRR!!!

Now if that doesn't scare the shit outta you, I don't know what will.

Vintageouss alert.

2010-12-28T07:03:00.000-08:00

Visit me at my new baby blog here at:

V for Vintageouss

BBQ Night

2010-12-27T23:11:00.000-08:00

My dad always make a big deal of having BBQ every year at home, so we just had to have one this Christmas.

and this is how we do it

Sutra and kak Emmy

muka kenyang. ;)

Viva la Africa!

2010-12-27T11:15:00.000-08:00

Internet is human's most useful invention of all. evarr.

Most especially, Skype.

Now I can finally put it to good use. :)

Thank god for online chatting, its almost as if you haven't left the country!

Alice in red.

2010-12-27T09:47:00.000-08:00

And who says redheads can never wear pink? ;)

Alice Burdeu.

Dig her looks, anytime. She has that perfect porcelain doll-like feature that's really refreshing and her dazzling fire-y red hair stands out, even in flames!

Tho when she actually started modelling her BMI is probably lower than mine, you can see her bones sticking out from her collar bone and all, she managed to gain more weight and is a size bigger than size zero. I never thought I'd say this out loud or ever, but she's a model and a role model. Well, for me atleast, cuz I've been trying hard to gain healthy weight and just seeing her come out looking a lot healthier than she originally was, and feeling good about herself, is to me, an inspiration.

of Zooey.

2010-12-24T08:22:00.000-08:00

zooey deschanel

I just adore her vintage inspired style.

2010-12-22T08:34:00.000-08:00

Dihan & Nada's Baby Birthday 'Bash'!

i want more than just okay

2010-12-22T02:01:00.000-08:00

So the reason I’m typing this is because I’m inspired by Switchfoot’s More Than Fine. The song is extremely catchy it’s just so hard to not hear it over and over again. However, as usual, this post has nothing to do with it.

Yesterday I did some soul-searching (gosh it sounds terribly lame on screen), and unsurprisingly I found myself talking to myself? Okay I have brought the word creepy to a whole new level. But yes, there were many things running through my mind and at some point I swear I made a little conversation with moi. Yes this, no this. Gah. Get out of my head already. I guess this is one of the shortcomings that come with being a loner, who has no one else to talk to, and would rather spend an entire day alone doing nothing more than reading and watching models run amok on TV. My bedroom is my sanctuary, and the only place where I can think peacefully, turn some loud music on and ignoring the world.

Honestly, if I had to choose between spending the day with a friend, I’d rather stay at home, you know, unless if I genuinely miss them. ;)

Friends and relationships can be messy. I can be a bit of a drama queen sometimes, but getting into a fight is something which I’d preferably stay away from. Sometimes being vulnerable is just too much to bear. Less is indeed better.

But yeah, it’s tough, especially when time is running out and you feel like you’re constantly worried about the amount of insufficient quality time that you have, or lack thereof.

As usual, I have a tendency to diverge from my storyline, which would make me a horrible writer, as most of you would have already figured. But I’m getting there. :D

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2010-12-13T00:31:00.000-08:00

i wish i had an invisibility cloak so i could extract money from the ATM machine and runaway to Italy and feed on mac&cheese for the rest of eternity. gah.

someone just take me out already.

Mes nouveaux cheveux

2010-12-12T09:07:00.000-08:00

so here goes my worldwide preview of my new short hair do!

haha. i think i rock the look. YEE-HAW!

cepat kering, jimat syampoo. ;) HIGH 5!

musings of the troubled mind

2010-12-04T23:57:00.000-08:00

It's a very lazy Sunday and I have done nothing productive. Well, yet. Be packing my junks away soon enough cuz I'll be headed home tonight. Say hello to home-sweet-home?

Ahh. :)

Anyway, I know this is probably the last thing anyone wants to read about, so don't really be bothered and go on open a new tab or whatever.

So, I've been contemplating on changing the whole look of my tumblr and today I finally did it. For the 3rd time. Let's just hope this one lasts, well, forever.

ofstrangeways.tumblr.com

Added a hint of personal touch to it. No major renovations whatsoever. Tho it must be hard on some to locate it. My old one's more easy on the tongue.

I just adore this one the most. Nothing over the top. Minimal. Cause I'm simple that way.

Okay enough crap for the day.

2010-12-04T07:20:00.001-08:00

I guess all we need is a lover's alibi ;)

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2010-11-26T20:10:00.000-08:00

I like it when people are like: "I spend way too much time on Facebook."

And I'm just like: "I'm almost never on Facebook."

And they're like: "WTF HOW DO YOU STAY AWAY??"

But on the inside, I'm like:

TUMBLR

LOSERS. LOL.

2010-11-25T21:32:00.000-08:00

We can always use a little hug.

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2010-11-11T06:42:00.000-08:00

I need to stop feeling so complacent. Its literally eating me up. I wake up real late and study almost nothing in one day. All I remember is me flicking through the pages, skimming the headings and scribbling a few notes and that's it.

Shaish.

It's such a challenge studying at home. With the television on and Britain's Next Top Model every evening and awesome movies on HBO! I MUST figure out how to spend a quality study time. Like NOW. Or I'm just gonna have to smash the television.

Not kidding.

;(

of random ramblings

2010-11-08T23:11:00.000-08:00

Okay so i have read 6 freakin chapters of Etnik in 4 days (which for me is an accomplishment if i might add cuz usually it takes me one chapter per day lol) and gawd it feels like im reading the bloody school textbooks.

I think its about time to read something else. Haih.

Economics?

:(

lets sing the big bang song!

2010-11-08T05:23:00.000-08:00

Our whole universe was in a hot dense state, then nearly fourteen billion years ago expansion started - wait! The Earth began to cool, the autotrophs began to drool, Neanderthals developed tools, we built a wall (we built the pyramids). Math, science, history, unravelling the mystery that all started with the Big Bang!

floral tops anyone?

2010-11-07T10:58:00.001-08:00

Fashion update woohoo!

and this time it's flower power hoyeahhh!

This is XS, mind you.

MINKPINK floral top from thepoplook.com

A much more practical look.

Girly much?

;)

What is love?

2010-11-07T08:24:00.000-08:00

To me its an intense emotion that is sustained by passion, drama, and trust.

Embrace it.

boys boys boys

2010-11-03T00:51:00.000-07:00

They can never have enough of anything.

That basically sums up everything. Cheers.

of hairy issues.

2010-10-30T10:55:00.000-07:00

That's it. My hair is growing thin. I wish there is some magical way to magically make it grow back. Like seriously, I couldn't keep my hands off from plucking strands of my hair outta my skull. I know, this is a very annoying habit. More annoying than biting my fingers. It's just that its so effing annoying when your hair is damaged for good and there's nothing you can do about it. And every time I run my fingers down my hair, I will find a few bad strands with the ugliest form of broken ends and get really annoyed and in a matter of seconds, out they go. It's ugly stuff.

Maybe I should just shave my head already.

matters of the heart

2010-10-28T21:52:00.000-07:00

Fact of the matter is, I'm socially awkward. Especially when meeting new people. I have no idea why but it intimidates me so much when they start talking and I start shaking. And normally when that happens and I start to break the awkward silence, every single word that comes out from my mouth is utter b.s. So eventually things get awfully awkward again.

There are times when I feel like I'm being someone else, like an actor on stage, and when the drama ends, I turn into someone with a totally different personality. But I have grown to accept the fact that I am, in a way, very awkward and at times act very differently to what other normal people might react. The only reasonable and un-awkward thing for me to do is just smile and not to think much and just go out there and say what's on my mind. To hell with what people think.

We are in our very own way, different.

2010-10-20T10:40:00.001-07:00

Is apparently not okay.

Its purple day.

2010-10-19T22:16:00.000-07:00

Purple shirt, iPod, and Tumblr.

I'm wearing purple today not just for the 6 boys who gave up their life, but for everyone who's ever been bullied in general. This is for those who sits in the back of the room hoping no one will noticce them because they fear judgment. This is for the one's who were called 'fat' or 'too skinny' or 'gay' or just 'different', because you are beautiful just the way you are. Fuck what they say. This is for the people who were bullied in any kind of way.

I like it.

It's a big fuck you to everyone out there who was complaining about it.

2010-10-19T19:27:00.000-07:00

And this would be my epic fail mornings. EVERY morning. :(

Alexa oh.

2010-10-19T12:17:00.000-07:00

Just utterly obsessed. The style. The looks. EVERYTHING.

I'm a sad stalker I know. :')

I have no time to think of a title.

2010-10-19T04:50:00.000-07:00

I miss going to the music store, browsing through old CDs and movies. Not really getting anything. The trip to the park, where we'd walk under the hot sun and hold each other's hands like nothing else in the world matters. The moments where we'd take silly pictures of us together and laugh at every single one of them. Or when we used to try on pretty clothes in the fitting room where it took us ages to come out. Watching a movie. Even if its a bad one. Being on the phone for hours. Talking about the same old thing over and over again.

But now everything else seems redundant.

of recent happenings

2010-10-18T23:24:00.000-07:00

My days lately— for the past month— go something like this:

Get out of bed (surprisingly early in the morning) but not necessarily wake up, throw on some sweats and make myself a cup of Cadbury's hot chocolate.
Browse tumblr and lose track of time
Realize the time, haul ass to get ready and head to class OR depending on which day of the week it is, have a quick dinner date.
Watch a random movie alone.
PROCSRASSTINATE. every day.
Listen to my devoted iPod, ignoring the world. Thank GOD I have you.
Make as much noise as I can in class which is usually the highlight of the day. ;P

I don’t do much. But I am blissfully happy. Tickled pink. Just peachy sweet.

Now I'm trying to be more friendly to the colour pink and use it to my maximum potential. Since I'm already using the colour as the base for my blog, I recently changed the layout of my Tumblr into something more similar. :D

2010-10-18T10:46:00.000-07:00

I genuinely miss this.

Voulez vous coucher avec moi ce soir.

of nothing much.

2010-10-18T09:25:00.000-07:00

I feel like I haven't done anything significant for the past 2 weeks. You know, assignment or study related and such. The first thing that I do when I get back from class is check my facebook for no more than 5 minutes, and watch Dexter or HIMYM reruns for all that matters. I am such a couch potato.

please agree with me. Haih. The finals are coming up and all I can think about now is back-packing in Europe! ;)

Backpacking hoyeaahhhh!! :D

(must remember to travel light)

2010-10-18T05:17:00.001-07:00

I hate how I try to sound smart but then I ended up saying something really stupid and it turns off the other person. :(

2010-10-17T21:41:00.000-07:00

We talk shit even though we don't like people shit-talking us. We laugh at people but get mad when they laugh at us. We complain even though we're complaining about how people always complain. We say we'll never do this and that but end up doing it. We say we hate haters when we're the ones hating our haters. We're hypocrites and you know it.

of stuffs at home.

2010-10-17T09:31:00.000-07:00

At last, I am home.

After weeks of feeling homesick I happily decided to go back despite the fact that I still have one more assignment to complete, but wateheck. One night I practically cried my way to sleep just thinking of how much I miss my family. I know. I’m such a crybaby. It happened only once. But how often does that happen right? It was nice to see the smile on my parents face when I see them from afar, waiting to hug and kiss me on the cheeks. ;D

So anyway, this is what lies on my bed when i reached home last night. One Adam Lambert concert ticket. Adam Lambert!

Apparently my dad forgot to tell me about it and only when flyfm was playing his song on the radio on our way back from Putrajaya did he finally start to remember. Ok since when does my dad listens to Adam Lambert? Unfortunately there was only one pass which is supposed to be a comforting? (I don’t think so) so I thought, nahh I can’t go to the concert alone. Though after putting much thought, I guess I SHOULD HAVE GONE ALONE. Arghh.

Dang. I’m still bummed over it. :(

However on the plus side, I got a shiny black vintage box. Weeee. Finally. A place to store my iPod. And probably some coins? Or earrings and what not.

Well, I guess its vintage enough for me. You know, as a compensation for the whole not-being-able-to-see-my-Adam thing. Dad got it from a recent trip to Bangladesh. Yes. Bangladesh. Dakka. To be exact. He also bought 4 huge packets of Bounty bars and Milky Ways. Bounty Bars are amazing. They’re coconut filled choc-lud. And nothing beats the taste of koko-nut melting in your mouth. Milky Ways are okay I guess. It’s too sweet for my liking. Eventhough I have a sweet tooth.

Yadayadayada. Im talking so much crap here.

So yeah, basically I had a good time at home. Even though we didn’t go out at all. My Saturday morning was like a dream. I feel like I was a princess and was served breakfast in bed. Mum woke me up in the morning. Around 9 or sumthin and she made me hot Milo when I’m still all covered in blanket. Isn’t that something? ;) Later she asked me what I want for lunch cuz she knows that I’m gonna go back to sleep when I finished drinking. I don’t really dig breakfast. One sip of drink is usually more than enough.

And to my surprise lunch was my favourite meal, sambal udang petai! With some ketam goreng as the side dish. Obviously I ended up finishing the entire sambal and left none! Mum’s awesome. :)

On a different note, I received my RICS student card which allows me to get free access to their professional information and etc.

I still don't get why I'm even bothered to take photos of all these stuffs.

This is for lovers.

2010-10-14T22:52:00.000-07:00

What makes a good lover?

Hmmm.

Hands?

Hands.

Oh please.

2010-10-14T06:24:00.000-07:00

This post is for those out there who simply enjoys making fun at other people just so that they could make themselves feel good. It's downright degrading and immoral and truth be told, it makes you look even PHAT.

Drop the act, bitch. You're embarrassing yourself.

2010-10-04T12:39:00.000-07:00

In life we do things. Some we wish we had never done. Some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads. But they all make us who we are, and in the end they shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn't be the person we are. So just live, make mistakes, make wonderful memories, but never ever second guess who you are, where you have been, and most importantly where it is you're going.

of too tired to write a decent title

2010-10-02T10:47:00.000-07:00

I have just been up from a short, but deep slumber. It wasn't all that good. Woke up feeling physically exhausted, eyes all weary and red. The weather outside didnt do me any good either. I feel that I should be studying my ass off for Monday's test but here I am typing in my subconscious state of mind. Everything else seems to be drifting apart, all so caught up with work and shit. Hopes are tarnished and love lost. I wonder if things will change and everything will go right back on track again like it used to be. When putting your hopes up is tiring and just merely useless, all you could do is wait for good things to happen.

All I wanna do right now is to listen to some loud music.

And maybe falling in love again would'nt be a bad thing either.

snorkeling for the first time bebeh.

2010-09-28T22:23:00.000-07:00

Phun in Tioman :)

Oleh kerana mood untuk menulis belum tiba, i guess this will do for now.

The lazy eyes oyeaahh.

Afif merusakkan gambar.

Yes, semua ini gambar snorkeling, the highlight of the weekend.

2010-09-28T06:52:00.001-07:00

Sometimes it's better to keep it all inside, where the only person that could judge is yourself.

Polaroid is awesomeness.

2010-09-08T07:21:00.000-07:00

the caption is irrelevant if you ask me.

The Smiths has a profound influence on moi, so wadeheck.

polaroid is cool stuff. period.

tho i'd love to get my hands on a Diana. ;)

a random post

2010-09-03T07:49:00.000-07:00

I'm beginning to feel hyper excited about going back home tomorrow!! yay! I know this seems some what insignificant cuz for most of you, you guys are already home, and some have even gone back balik kampung already kan? Anyways, I still have to pack my clothes, junks and what not. And then it hit me. I really really need to get a luggage bag. I dont even own one. Maybe a huge luggage bag with wheels, but no hand carry bag to stuff my clothes in. Since Im going on holidays soon, Tioman right after raya, and Raya itself, and other travelling momentos, it's important that I own one. ;D

Tho when i finally stopped staring at my closet, I ended up with a shopping list filled with those items I already have and yet, still need to get another. I wonder how I got there. Haihh.

So yeah, that's it. As I'm typing this, ants are slowly crawling on my hands, waiting me to feed em'. God, I need to get an insect spray.

and oh,

MERRY RAYA to all. :D

2010-09-03T00:32:00.000-07:00

The kind of love that makes you reach out for each other as you sleep. The kind of love that runs hot and cold because everyday you see that person in a new way. It’s the kind of love that you know will hurt you in the end but you still want it.

The Merdeka Night

2010-08-27T06:33:00.000-07:00

Imma post a few pictures taken on our first gamelan performance for this semester.

Hehe here you go. :)

my baby instax

Don't we look alike? hihi. ;)

(Gambar semua courtesy Poladroid)

Dah jom sambung buat assignment. :D

now this is addictive

2010-08-21T08:44:00.000-07:00

I have been stumped with assignments this whole week, hence I didn't have the time to blog about anything.

Not!

I've actually been busy updating new looks every now and then on my looklet page, which is quickly becoming everyone's obsession now.

Looklet is an online fashion digital styling studio, you get to dress up your model any way you want to with any designer clothes and accessories, select the background you want, and save it to show other Looklet users. It inspires you wihtout making you lose your own touch of personal savor in creating fashionable looks. Plus, the effects are so awesome!

My fashion sense is simple, yet, with a touch of elegant and sophistication, as you can see below. Not what I would usually wear when I go out, but who knows, if I have future career as a stylist, I would totally style this outfit. ;P

My favourite look so far. ;P

My latest look.

This is where I go to to relieve my stress from my workloads and it's a perfect ground for me to pump my creative juices ahah. And it becomes more fun when you get to exchange fashion tips with other fashionistas out there. You can comment and like on their looks and get acquainted with them. It's much like facebook, where you can add users but instead of getting status updates, you get look feed where they'll showcast others latest styles. To add other user and make them as your friend, first you got to follow them, and if that person follows you back, you guys are officially friends! :DD

So I actually get to be a virtual stylist!

Looklet is all about the love for creativity, style, and new technology fun where you can create great looks.

Therefore, I am not that surprised that I'm addicted to it.

2010-08-18T06:48:00.001-07:00

Sometimes I wish I had a bestfriend.

perfect.

2010-08-17T02:19:00.000-07:00

perfect is not when two people are together.
it's when you're both opposite,
but in that way,
you complete each other.

Cos’ you’re amazing, just the way you are ♥

of being clueless

2010-08-15T07:30:00.000-07:00

There comes a point in your life when you realize that you're stuck in a different place, wanting different things, and then blank...you don't know what you want anymore.

And when the change hits you, you're not sure if you should embrace it, confront it, or fear it.

Reassuring that things are gonna be fine ain't gonna make things better.

lomo dilemma

2010-08-13T00:31:00.000-07:00

I still remember the days where I would go online for hours and read all there is to know about lomography. Back on February 2010, I swore to myself I'd get a Golden Half no matter what. And then a month later, I was contemplating between getting a Holga or Diana. And later I found myself caught in a dilemma on choosing between a Diana F+ or Diana Mini or Instax Mini 7s.

I wanted all the qualities of the dreamy Diana to be incorporated in a smaller size, ones that can shoot with a 35mm film instead of the 120mm film, very much like the Diana Mini, however, it lacks the polaroid feature that I'm currently obsessed with. If I can have things my way, I'd invent a Diana with all the traits (in a single camera) that I want;

1) Lightweight & small

2) 35mm film

3) Polaroid (Instant Back)

I am that greedy. hehe.

And now the only solution for me to enjoy the best of both world is to get a:

Diana Mini AND an Instax mini 7s

Diana F+ (plus Instant Back+35mm Back)

The latter is much more costly, I know cuz I've done my calculations and concluded that it's just not worth getting the F+ if I'm not going to shoot with the 120mm film as embodied with the camera, and why waste the feature if i'm too much of a cheapskate to develop the expensive 120mm film? And also, there's a trick on Youtube on how to adjust your F+ and make it into a 35mm film. This is such an expensive hobby I know. At first I couldn't resist the colourful versions of the Diana F+ as such, the CMYK, and a whole million of other copy cats from the original Diana, and honestly speaking, I'm still trying to resist the temptations of getting one. Haihh. :(

I shall get either one soon and when it's in my hands one fateful day, I'm never letting it go. ;)

of Flora by Gucci

2010-08-12T22:21:00.000-07:00

I am so getting this. ;)

"Flora is lighter, the floral scent of course evokes a younger consumer, and she has a hedonistic, daring side. I don’t want to say that Flora is the daughter of Gucci by Gucci but maybe the younger sister." -Frida Giannini, Gucci's Creative Director.

of random

2010-08-12T10:14:00.000-07:00

i have not been thinking much about how my future would be like until recently.
i came back from class at 1pm, went out for a hot walk under the sun around Petaling Street, and just slept through the day.
oddly, there’s a short period of 4 hours which i’m awake
and went back to sleep after that.

Worrying about what's going to happen to me, how much i'll achieve in the next few years, and mostly, worrying if my significant other will still be by my side, is tiring. Honestly.

frankly, it was just trying to get the whole “wtheck am i going to do with my life”
out of my mind.
and while sleeping, it was like i’m delusional or something.
i keep drifting in and out of my sleep.
and these past few weeks, i have been having bad dreams.
most of which are awfully weird.ever since last 2 mondays if i’m not wrong.
dreams that i don’t EVEN want to remember when i wake up.
and yes, it happens even as i slept through the whole day.
so, when i woke up; i try to piece all the dreams together
but it just doesn’t make sense.
ah, oh well.
i just hope i sleep better tonight.
if i could.

oh, and there’s a lot of falling apart a while ago.
and honestly, i don’t care.
because caring for stuff like this literally just suck the life out of you.
AND, i believe in being independent.
NOT dependent.
because being DEPENDENT just makes you fall in all the wrong places,
and it just makes you indecisive, weak and dumb.
and trust me, i’m NEITHER of those.
its weird when sometimes i just want things to be perfect.

No, I think it's perfectly rational of me wanting things in my life to be perfect.

AND LASTLY,
for those who already made a list of argumentative points while reading this.
BEING WEAK AND VULNERABLE does not make you dependent.
oh yeah. you can still be independent in whatever situation it is.
needing a listening ear, DOES NOT = to being dependent.
okay, now darlings. you can keep those argumentative points of yours.

Tho these past few days, almost everything have been going quiet well. :D
I'm much more emotionally stable, I learned from not only my mistakes, but from mistakes of others,
and I'm able to control my emotions without hurting others.
All this had made me a better person.

alright, i’m done being a psycho here. (:
guess it must be listening to too much Pete Yorn. There's something about his songs that is so appealing to me, and i could easily relate to.

Pete Yorn rock.

P/S: I NEED A NEW MP3 PLAYER. PLEASE BUY ME ONE. A CHEAP 2GB WILL DO.

picnik

2010-08-12T07:16:00.000-07:00

Now this is a cool site where you lazy scums can edit pictures at the touch of your fingertips and make them look astonishingly awesome! Ladies and gentlemen, make way for picnik. A friend of mine, Dyra, also another photography/lomo enthusiast told me about it in class and ever since then, I was hooked! Here's a few pictures from a recent trip to Melaka that I edit using the online software.

1960s.

At a mamak stall in Kerinchi.

Cinemascope.

Holga-ish.

What's good about it is that they have functions for you to edit digital photos as if they looked like it was from a toy camera. You can still achieve the look using Adobe, but it's a hell lot to learn and why not just cut the crap and let the software do its job. Ceh. Padahal malas.

But it would be a bit better if we are able to download the software itself instead of having to go online and let the darn internet connection ruin our masterpiece.

Anyways, enjoy your day.

I will be spending the night alone watching reruns of MDG while trying to make myself fat.

of Pete Yorn

2010-08-10T11:47:00.000-07:00

Is currently addicted to Pete Yorn y'all!! XDD He's my next Morrissey tho he can never compete with his tall slicky hair. ;P

Sexy jet black hair yeahhhh!

These are moi favourite tracks:

1. Just another
2. Black
3. For us
4. I wanna be your boyfriend
5. Don't wanna cry
6. Relator feat Scarlett Johansson.

I think his voice is truly orgasmic and dreamy.

of vintage necklace

2010-08-05T07:30:00.000-07:00

Yes my dreamer necklace is here!

Bought this from an online shop called shopiesta. Tho it took 2 weeks for the package to finally arrive on my doorsteps. ;D

2010-08-03T04:14:00.000-07:00

As casual as one some may make the dating scene out to be, there's a certain vulnerability attached to letting someone in. There's a thin dividing line between a platonic and a romantic relationship.

And there's a moment where you just have to let go and do what you do worst at.

BELIEVE

Fashion update + ikan bakar weee!!

2010-08-01T11:10:00.000-07:00

I'm beginning to be more and more in love with nautical styled cardigans. Grabbed this from a recent sale by ZARA. I'm definitely gonna go there again and drive myself crazy. :DD

The picture portrayed up here by yours truly seems to be inadequate tho. I blame my cheap phone and lack of cam-whoring skills for this. XD

Maybe this other one will do more justice than the previous.

So what do you think? The cardigan makes me look rather 'fit' on the shoulders, no? ehehehe ;P

Accidentally scratched moi nose the day before and it's taking forever for the scar to fade. haihh. Do ignore the lazy left eye. :P

Ok this one's random. Yet inspiring. I don't know why I said that. I just love how the bag complements the cardigan and bed sheets.

Just thought of posting this one picture of me and Izzat, courtesy of Jimmie. I think it's really sweet. Kan? haha. Siap ada matrix effect orang jalan kat belakang lagi tu. Thanks Jimmie. Pandai dia amek gambar. Tak sedar pun dia curik2 amek gambar ehehe ;P

okay this is the only two pictures that I really like,the others semua burok ahaha.

okay goodnight people.

Lotsa love. ;*

money money money

2010-07-30T01:33:00.000-07:00

Ah how I wish the time would travel a lot faster supaya I cepat dapat duit scholarship IJM RM 5000!! 5 more days and I'm RM 5000 richer woohoooo!!!!! lalala.. Ever since the new semester started like 3 weeks ago I dah mula berangan nak buat apa dengan duit sebanyak itu, eh minus the tution fees, all i'm getting is RM 2400. sekarang baru sedar. hampeh. :(

Ok well, money is still money and it's better than having none at all, RIGHT?? Whoever said money can't buy you happiness doesn't know where to shop! haha. ok dah mula bunyi mcm materialistik gila, walhal, i lah orang paling suka berjimat di atas muka bumi ini. wait, that's awfully wrong. I'm the MOST KEDEKUT person living on this planet. ahahahaha. ;D (evil grin)

Truth be told, I'm a shopaholic and there's nothing wrong with being one. kan kan? :P

Hihi. A few days ago i was scouting around in Pavillion for items I wanna get lepas duit dah masuk and right now mood shopping dah membuak buak. haishh.

Fujifilm Instax mini 7s I'm definitely gonna be your new owner soon! That's a promise. Okay I may as well get a Converse and a few pair of jeans to look the part ehehehe.

Diana F+, you'll just have to wait until my next cheque masuk ok sebab you terlampau lah expensive.

of new bed and boredom.

2010-07-29T21:37:00.000-07:00

Today is Friday. And today I'm alone in my room lying on the bed with eyes still half opened yet still able to go online to reach out to you ehehe. Last week I brought back a can of white paint from home and it's been under my study desk for a week so I think today would be nice to finally get rid of the ugly smudges and cover it nicely with a fresh coat of pure white paint on the walls in my room while enjoying a sweaty afternoon of work out session. Mind you, the walls here are tainted with sticky stuffs stuck on it and what appears to be mud found at the back of a shoe, particularly on my side of the study table. The shape is quiet obvious to everyone who comes in. Such a hideous sight. :[

Here's a look into my new room. It's at the highest floor where a lack of water supply is a daily nuisance to everyone who lives up here.

Moi beautiful bed, where moi baby is sleeping( near d pillows). ;)

Moi study desk wall art.

Moi storage space, where i keep my books and other craps. The bag speaks for itself. :D

I enlarged this one to make the scribbles more readable. The clock is so cute, it goes well with the theme that I'm going for, which is Pink, White and contemporary vintage.

Similar to what I have at home.

Alright, what else? Ahh, my closet area.

Imagine stuffing 50 pair of hangers in a closet this size.

At the moment my study desk looks like this.

Not big enough to cram an A2 sized drawing to take off.

So far I'm loving this confined space where I do most of my homework and surfing the internet.

I'm bored out of my mind, haven't gone out in a week and I think if I have to stay here one day longer I'm gonna run away and go shopping. That never failed to cheer me up. Waiting for someone else to ask me out seems a little redundant now.

2010-07-29T05:48:00.000-07:00

I wonder if the statement above is true. Lately I've been wondering if it's possible for me to be a fool in love when in fact I'm too proud for love.

Empty.

2010-07-28T06:09:00.000-07:00

I hate feeling so vulnerable. When you're at your weakest point and everything seems to be going down, a feeling of complete emptiness and utter crazy all at once. haih.

It's a vague feeling of sadness seemingly without cause.

"Have you ever felt that way at one point of your time? I'm sure most of you have. It came, and it left, then it came again, messing up with my mind. Which sucks to the core, if I would say so. I've been feeling neglected and alone for awhile now but weird thing is, I'm surrounded by people whom I hold dear to me & vice versa. It's like when I'm with them I'm watching a whole 2-hour movie and felt everything for a moment, and the next, all I feel is... blah.

I'm not being ungrateful or anything near to that, god forbid, but back when my life was a big mess I could sense and feel every single thing, every pain there is and I almost could correctly pinpoint on whatthefuck had gone wrong and I feel alive just knowing that I've gotten out of everything, well, alive and kickin'. All I'm saying is that, when you hit rock bottom you're reminded to move forward so life could feel better for you and you appreciate everyone around but when things get okay, everything just stopped moving. Idle. Stagnant. And then they became mundane, and I wanted something else, but I don't know what.

I wanted to be more, I wanted more. I keep wanting more, which I know if I ever gotten what I wanted, it would never satisfy me one bit. I keep comparing myself/my life to others and then sulk about it which is not healthy (note to self). Not healthy at all. I feel like life has taken me for granted, and there you go I blame life for this, and not vice versa. See? Not making any sense whatsoever.

I don't like what I've become. I push people away. Pushed/am pushing, whichever relevant now. Deep inside, I'm hating everything and this shouldn't be normal right? It's a crime to be normal if I kept feeling this way.

I just. I don't know how to describe my outlook on everything now."

Maybe all I need is a motivation, some sort of positive push or support or even a hug to keep me going through the rough patch whenever this emotional instability hits me and drag me with it to hell.

I need to find a strong reason to let my ego aside and let the better half of me take over.

Je suis desolee. For making those around me feel like hell acting all cuckoo. I'm not desperately seeking for attention, neither am I being too needy or whiny, but sometimes when I'm cranky/a pain in the ass for no obvious reason, it's my way of telling you that I'm sad. I feel all alone. And I need help.

I hate fighting this fight.

The 5 Levels of Inception

2010-07-26T22:35:00.000-07:00

Here’s an explanation of the movie, Inception. For those who don’t understand, you should read this.

That thing.

2010-07-26T04:29:00.000-07:00

That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you’re supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time.

of the perfect week

2010-07-18T02:37:00.000-07:00

The first week of college has been pleasant. For now I guess. Things are definitely gonna change once we're bombarded with assignments and tests in the coming week. haihh. But so far, everything has been going my way, the way I want it to be and I'm blessed living this life, where good things happen. :)

I have finally secured the scholarship with IJM and that's practically the BEST NEWS EVER!! Knowing the fact that they're paying for my tuition fees + half of my living expenses for 2 years, that is until I graduate, hopefully with First Class Honours. Atleast one item on my worry list is checked. ;D

I practically jumped off my bed and grin the whole day in happiness when they called me up informing that I got the scholarship last Tuesday. XDD

Oh, to top that off, for an unknown reason, I was selected to present a speech at the scholarship awards ceremony at Holiday Villa, Subang on the 4th August, 2 weeks from now. Lucky for me, it's only gonna be for 3 minutes. Phew. :P

I'm forever thankful to my devoted boyfriend for helping me out for the interview and moral support yay. :D

At the end of the so-far-perfect week also there was the Dean's Award for every nerds who got 3.70 and above. And being the classic nerd that I am, I had no choice but to receive the award ehehehe. This sounds pretty vain but wth. Happy happy happyyyyyyyyyy!!!!

Poladroid is the new Polaroid.

2010-07-15T09:46:00.000-07:00

Remember Polaroid??? Nothing beats the excitement of waiting for the picture to come out! For those like me who hates sending the film and getting it develop, which would take days and not to mention costly, there is another alternative yipee! When I was searching for Polaroid cameras on the internet, I stumbled upon this great site which lets you create a Polaroid type photo from your normal digital camera files. All you have to do is download the software and open it. The Polaroid icon's really cute I tell you. It even makes that Polaroid sound effect in the process of conversion. Once you've dragged your photo to the Polaroid icon, wait for a few seconds for the film to come out and if you're so anxious waiting for the results you can even shake the film haha. Don't worry if at first all you get is a blank chocolatey film. All you gotta do is wait in patience for it to complete its job and about 2 minutes or so voila! You have a digital Polaroid! Oh don't forget to save it tho. Just right-click on the picture. The effects are different for each picture and just you know, have fun with the whole thing. You can do absolutely anything with it. Save it on the computer and make desktop wallpapers of Polaroids or even get it develop, eh i mean print it at any camera shop. It's really a fun application eventhough 'real' Polaroid users might be against the whole idea of it.

Click here to get your hands on the Poladroid.

And here's a few pictures taken by the magical little Polaroid maker.

These are from the Flickr Poladroid pool.

Alright. Now make yourself busy experimenting the Poladroid now and be a Poladroid freak like me.

2010-07-14T06:11:00.000-07:00

CRYING

It is one of nature's most effective anti-sadness therapy. Tears help reduce stress, stabilize emotions, and remove toxins so, if you're depressed and problematic maybe all you need is a good cry.

pwtc

2010-05-30T09:22:00.000-07:00

Okay I'll be really quick. As most of you know, today was the last day of Youth 2010 of the 3 days event happening at PWTC. I don't have time to elaborate about what I did, so I'll let the pictures tell. Spent most of the day watching the Street Dance competition which was really mind-blowing for someone who is such a jakun like I am. Also, I'm impressed with my new found talent of playing the traditional yo-yo. Tak faham, pegi Google. You'll know what I mean. :P Will be uploading the streetdance videos soon.

Clock's ticking!! Gotta go and practice for the interiew this Wednesday. Shit.

Umar showing off his forehead. See? No zits!!

I'm so in love with this vintage red bag!!

A plus tard!

holiday fashion hunt

2010-05-21T05:53:00.000-07:00

Since I dont have anything better to do ever since the holiday start like a week ago and besides wasting time reading a good book and watching re-runs of Gossip Girl, I wonder why not make my own LookBook! haha. i know its not much but there's more to come. well, hopefully. for the time being, enjoy! :)

Robinsons.

this one sure caught a LOT of attention. XD

;)

will be posting more soon! cheerios!

I am the son and the heir

2010-05-20T01:22:00.000-07:00

You shut your mouth

How can you say

I go about things the wrong way

I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does
- How Soon Is Now, The Smiths

Before I ever read the lyrics, I used to think he was singing: I am the sun, and the air, so ofcourse I thought it was about nature. Yes, I'm a dolt! And who freakin cares if it was on Charmed?? It's a retarded show anyway. Just another ruined masterpiece.

I can see where the shy comes in on the song, but I also believe it's about frustration and wanting only one thing and never finding it no matter how hard you try. Also giving in and being mistreated yet not leaving because of your fear of once again being alone. The depression cycle.

2010-05-13T05:03:00.000-07:00

She's standing on a line between giving up and seeing how much more she can take.

2010-05-13T03:20:00.000-07:00

“and if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too - even when you’re in the dark. Even when you’re falling.”
- Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Album

2010-05-12T05:59:00.001-07:00

Keep calm and realize that what you believe in is complete and utter bullshit.

2010-05-10T05:00:00.001-07:00

"You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just

scared to lose."

of the sweetest lamb meat

2010-05-08T08:51:00.000-07:00

Randomsss

The restaurant.

Mandak ;)

the new messy hairdo. Percy Jackson la konon. ;p

Ah, it's been a while hasn't it? Let the pictures do the story telling this time. I'm too stuffed to write anything. XD

A plus tard!

Welcome to my world bitch!

2010-05-05T00:35:00.000-07:00

Freddy's comin to town!

Lock your doors and grab your crucifix cuz when hell breaks lose, nothing is safe.

A classic.

Despite the fright that comes along with the mention of Freddy Kruger, the main antagonist in the Nightmare on Elm Street movie series, this psychopathic and serial killing horror movie character is a favourite and has a huge fan following. Hint: me me! XD

Freddy, curiously enough, is quite charming and funny - in a twisted sort of way - so long as you're watching him on screen, rather than dreaming about him!

Let's get to know him better shall we?

Frederick Charles Krueger

Within the mythology/legend of how Freddy Krueger got to be so evil and twisted is the idea of madness perpetuated by his father(s) - yes, plural fathers: 100 madmen raped his mother, a holy nun, and in this insane and horrific way, Freddy was conceived by mother, Sister Mary Helena, and 100 violent madmen.

The Freddy chant:

"One, two, Freddy's coming for you

three, four, better lock your door

five, six, grab your crucifix

seven, eight, gonna stay up late

nine, ten, never sleep again"

The new Freddy's bald. Seriously.

Oh yeah, you should freakin watch the ORIGINAL Nightmare On Elm Street before watching this new one so you can judge and make comparisons between the two and see which one's better than the other. I may be a bit bias, cuz I've watched all 6 classics and 2 remakes (which turned out to be a complete shit piece of work, especially Freddy V. Jason) and from my personal opinion, nothing can top off the original Nightmare. Besides, Johnny Depp is in it, and he's such a great actor, although he died while trying to save Nancy protecting her from her dream catcher. I bet this latest remake shares the same storyline and all, same hat, same claws, but with a different feel to it.

Ahh..

I just can't wait to see this movie. After all, I'm such a huge fan of the Nightmare on Elm Street series. Jackie Earle Haley will be playing Freddy and truth be told, this guy doesn't look much like a murderer to me. He's got this funny look on his face which doesn't really go with the horror theme it should be presenting. I admit, Robert Englund can be funny, wait, he is funny, but he's got wits to his humours and only he can carry it well. Needless to say, I love Freddy, not in that way ofcourse, but I love him enough to watch him kill innocent teenagers over and over again, in the most unimaginable creative ways.

Damn it.
No wonder I'm a mess.

of Morrissey and his awesomeness

2010-05-04T05:31:00.000-07:00

It's The Pope of Mope doing his thing! This man literally takes my breath away. And he's doing it with style. :)

STEVEN PATRICK MORRISSEY

22 May 1959

Manchester, England, UK

1.83m

He is known for his strangling croon, depressing but witty lyrics, and high hair.

He is a vegetarian.

He lives next door to Nancy Sinatra.

"The Smiths was an incredibly personal thing to me. It was like launching your own diary to music."

And your subtle, sardonic wit is a real charmer.

This is ri-donkey-lous!

2010-05-03T09:03:00.000-07:00

The worst part about staying in 1st residential college is obviously, the food. Most residents are aware of the fact that the only good meal only comes once in a blue moon. Like for example, when they decided to serve us spaghetti, in which I recalled tasted more like a salted flooded mee goreng. That was personally an insult to a spaghetti lover like moi. argh. And today I was, again, disappointed when all they had to offer was tauhu and some kuah kicap or whatever they call it. Plus, the sayur bayam looked horrid enough I wouldn't ever dream about eating it. So yeah, I had no choice but take the food and swear to god when I do get the scholarship, I ain't gonna eat that piece of shit again.

Ok that felt so good. :)

And the awesome part about staying in 1st residential college is that they have a cafe. Oh thank god. It's probably the smallest cafe in the whole of UM but wth as long as it's able to cater the needs of hungry, picky eater who throws up at the sight of bad food served, it's worth getting just anything to fill the empty stomach. :P

Beware my new glossy nails heheh.

ok ignore the ugly smile :) and no, i didn't use a marker for that.

I'm such a sucker for nail polish. The best ones are probably OPI and Kate. Revlon sucks. The brushes are huge, which is good you know to give the nails an even spread, and it's really cheap but other than that, it's not worth buying. The pink ones here are from them actually. I had to redo the painting cuz the concentration is so gd sticky.

My final days of staying in the beloved room of mine. So many good memories.

Let's check out my wardrobe. ;)

My policy is to always leave the door to the wardrobe open 24 hours to make it easy and convenient for me to place my bags and tops on the handle. This is mostly due to the lack of space for clothes and the closet. Don't get me start on the closet. It's hideously small. Barely enough storage space.

The pile of clothes I'm forced to pack. Yes I'm a stripe person I know. :)

That green roller bag has been opened for 3 hours and still empty.

Found that old ♥ letter, a lost lip gloss and my medical card.

I love my wall. ♥

The usual non sense.

GOODBYE PEOPLE I'M OFF PACKING.

♥♥♥

"Infatuation can only hold the mind for a maximum of 4 months. If it exceeds that point, then you are already in love."

2010-05-01T08:19:00.000-07:00

I have this stupid ass grin on my face every time I pick up the phone and see your name on the screen. :)

and that's just how happy you make me feel. :)