and it takes an I to complete this riddle. So let us hold fast to saying the same thing.



Okay I'll be really quick. As most of you know, today was the last day of Youth 2010 of the 3 days event happening at PWTC. I don't have time to elaborate about what I did, so I'll let the pictures tell. Spent most of the day watching the Street Dance competition which was really mind-blowing for someone who is such a jakun like I am. Also, I'm impressed with my new found talent of playing the traditional yo-yo. Tak faham, pegi Google. You'll know what I mean. :P Will be uploading the streetdance videos soon. 

Clock's ticking!! Gotta go and practice for the interiew this Wednesday. Shit. 

Umar showing off his forehead. See? No zits!!


I'm so in love with this vintage red bag!! 

A plus tard!


holiday fashion hunt

Since I dont have anything better to do ever since the holiday start like a week ago and besides wasting time reading a good book and watching re-runs of Gossip Girl, I wonder why not make my own LookBook! haha. i know its not much but there's more to come. well, hopefully. for the time being, enjoy! :)


this one sure caught a LOT of attention. XD

will be posting more soon! cheerios! 


I am the son and the heir

You shut your mouth 
How can you say 
I go about things the wrong way 
I am Human and I need to be loved 
Just like everybody else does 
- How Soon Is Now, The Smiths

Before I ever read the lyrics, I used to think he was singing: I am the sun, and the air, so ofcourse I thought it was about nature. Yes, I'm a dolt! And who freakin cares if it was on Charmed?? It's a retarded show anyway. Just another ruined masterpiece.

I can see where the shy comes in on the song, but I also believe it's about frustration and wanting only one thing and never finding it no matter how hard you try. Also giving in and being mistreated yet not leaving because of your fear of once again being alone. The depression cycle.


She's standing on a line between giving up and seeing how much more she can take.
and if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too - even when you’re in the dark. Even when you’re falling.
Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Album


Keep calm and realize that what you believe in is complete and utter bullshit.


"You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just 
scared to lose."


of the sweetest lamb meat


The restaurant.

Mandak ;)

the new messy hairdo. Percy Jackson la konon. ;p

Ah, it's been a while hasn't it? Let the pictures do the story telling this time. I'm too stuffed to write anything. XD

A plus tard!


Welcome to my world bitch!

Freddy's comin to town!

Lock your doors and grab your crucifix cuz when hell breaks lose, nothing is safe.

A classic.

Despite the fright that comes along with the mention of Freddy Kruger, the main antagonist in the Nightmare on Elm Street movie series, this psychopathic and serial killing horror movie character is a favourite and has a huge fan following. Hint: me me! XD

Freddy, curiously enough, is quite charming and funny - in a twisted sort of way - so long as you're watching him on screen, rather than dreaming about him!

Let's get to know him better shall we?

Frederick Charles Krueger

Within the mythology/legend of how Freddy Krueger got to be so evil and twisted is the idea of madness perpetuated by his father(s) - yes, plural fathers: 100 madmen raped his mother, a holy nun, and in this insane and horrific way, Freddy was conceived by mother, Sister Mary Helena, and 100 violent madmen.

The Freddy chant:

"One, two, Freddy's coming for you
three, four, better lock your door
five, six, grab your crucifix
seven, eight, gonna stay up late
nine, ten, never sleep again"

The new Freddy's bald. Seriously.

Oh yeah, you should freakin watch the ORIGINAL Nightmare On Elm Street before watching this new one so you can judge and make comparisons between the two and see which one's better than the other. I may be a bit bias, cuz I've watched all 6 classics and 2 remakes (which turned out to be a complete shit piece of work, especially Freddy V. Jason) and from my personal opinion, nothing can top off the original Nightmare. Besides, Johnny Depp is in it, and he's such a great actor, although he died while trying to save Nancy protecting her from her dream catcher. I bet this latest remake shares the same storyline and all, same hat, same claws, but with a different feel to it. 


I just can't wait to see this movie. After all, I'm such a huge fan of the Nightmare on Elm Street series. Jackie Earle Haley will be playing Freddy and truth be told, this guy doesn't look much like a murderer to me. He's got this funny look on his face which doesn't really go with the horror theme it should be presenting. I admit, Robert Englund can be funny, wait, he is funny, but he's got wits to his humours and only he can carry it well. Needless to say, I love Freddy, not in that way ofcourse, but I love him enough to watch him kill innocent teenagers over and over again, in the most unimaginable creative ways.

Damn it.
No wonder I'm a mess.


of Morrissey and his awesomeness

It's The Pope of Mope doing his thing! This man literally takes my breath away. And he's doing it with style. :)


22 May 1959

Manchester, England, UK


He is known for his strangling croon, depressing but witty lyrics, and high hair.

He is a vegetarian.

He lives next door to Nancy Sinatra.

"The Smiths was an incredibly personal thing to me. It was like launching your own diary to music."

And your subtle, sardonic wit is a real charmer.


This is ri-donkey-lous!

The worst part about staying in 1st residential college is obviously, the food. Most residents are aware of the fact that the only good meal only comes once in a blue moon. Like for example, when they decided to serve us spaghetti, in which I recalled tasted more like a salted flooded mee goreng. That was personally an insult to a spaghetti lover like moi. argh. And today I was, again, disappointed when all they had to offer was tauhu and some kuah kicap or whatever they call it. Plus, the sayur bayam looked horrid enough I wouldn't ever dream about eating it. So yeah, I had no choice but take the food and swear to god when I do get the scholarship, I ain't gonna eat that piece of shit again.

Ok that felt so good. :)

And the awesome part about staying in 1st residential college is that they have a cafe. Oh thank god. It's probably the smallest cafe in the whole of UM but wth as long as it's able to cater the needs of hungry, picky eater who throws up at the sight of bad food served, it's worth getting just anything to fill the empty stomach. :P

Beware my new glossy nails heheh.

ok ignore the ugly smile :) and no, i didn't use a marker for that.

I'm such a sucker for nail polish. The best ones are probably OPI and Kate. Revlon sucks. The brushes are huge, which is good you know to give the nails an even spread, and it's really cheap but other than that, it's not worth buying. The pink ones here are from them actually. I had to redo the painting cuz the concentration is so gd sticky. 

My final days of staying in the beloved room of mine. So many good memories.

Let's check out my wardrobe. ;)

My policy is to always leave the door to the wardrobe open 24 hours to make it easy and convenient for me to place my bags and tops on the handle. This is mostly due to the lack of space for clothes and the closet. Don't get me start on the closet. It's hideously small. Barely enough storage space. 

The pile of clothes I'm forced to pack. Yes I'm a stripe person I know. :)

That green roller bag has been opened for 3 hours and still empty.

Found that old ♥ letter, a lost lip gloss and my medical card. 

I love my wall. ♥

The usual non sense.


"Infatuation can only hold the mind for a maximum of 4 months. If it exceeds that point, then you are already in love."


I have this stupid ass grin on my face every time I pick up the phone and see your name on the screen. :)

and that's just how happy you make me feel. :)
"Trust is so hard to come by."

of Dexter, polkadots, and Marc Jacobs.

I feel like writing a very long essay here in my blog, you know cuz I really have nothing better to do besides reading a good novel and watching Dexter kill criminals.

As an attempt to make my blog more colourful, and since, I'm inherently not good with words, I'm gonna shower this post with pictures. That ought to make it interesting enough, won't it?

Based on the novel Darkly Dreaming Dexter by Jeff Lindsay and starring Michael C. Hall, Julie Benz, and Jennifer Carpenter (The Exorcism of Emily Rose), Dexter shows the life of Dexter Morgan, a forensics analyst, specializing in bloodstain pattern analysis who moonlights as a vigilante serial killer. Personally, I'd shake his hand. If you follow the series, you'd see that he's much better at catching bad guys than the police themselves.

That's pretty much the gist of it.


Why is it a good watch? Well othre than rating it the Top 10 shows to watch (or something like that) - it's got amazing cinematography, a storyline to die for, twists and turns like no other TV shows, accurate depictions of serial killer profiling characteristics, great acting, a dark humour which makes him a real charmer for being so dark and having a sense of humour at the same time, and so much more.

He's so good that he was nominated for Best performance by an Actor in a TV Series - Drama at the Golden Globe.

There's gore, there's sex, there's mystery, there's murder, there's hookers, there's prettiness, cuteness, there's lots and lots of blood.

What more could one ask for?

Ok. Enough about Dexter already. 

I'm supposed to be catching The Losers tonight with some friends but I'd rather keep my cash in hand and save up for far more vital things like shopping and going out, inclusive of paying for my significant others' petrol expenses.  :) 

Oh god, I'm so thankful that the finals are over. Now I can focus on other important things such as getting 'the' scholarship and shop, perhaps, which is obviously the second thing I'm good at other than sleeping for hours like a dead corpse.

I'm so glad that CottonOn is finally open in Midvalley. yay me! and to other CottonOn fans out there too lol. XD I just love the stuffs there. They're so adorable, in and cheap. 

Ok I did not expect this to be big on screen lol. wth. :P
These are just too cute and sexy to ignore! ;) Plus, they make a good combination of polkadots. Just my kind of thing.

This looks classic and comfortable, no?

Another great match!

I think imma pay a short visit to the store one day and grab a few stuffs. :)  

Now to Marc Jacobs. Incase you didn't know, he's gay. Not only that, he's married to his gay partner. And he's ranked 15th of 'The 50 Most powerful Gay Men and Women in America". Take that. 

He's also Louis Vuitton's Creative Director, until now.

Here's a few line of bag from Marc by Marc Jacobs which caught my attention.

Flash Little Kelsey.

Aww. Such a name.
I love sling bags. They're the greatest. Even my dad loves em cuz it keeps the snatch theft away.
And the colour. I feel like licking it all over. the black and white insides are a signature in most of Marc's bag. He's got his initials sewed in it too.

Pretty Nappa Pearlie.

Delicious colour! It reminds me of the colour of my nails and cotton candy. Love the hearts, too. :)

Cross Band Platform Espadrilles.
Only one word for it. 

While the Burberry Hobo is ridiculously expensive, the Marc Jacobs Bow Wow Wow Slingdoodle Leather Cross Body Bag aren't. Okay let's please all ignore the name of the bag. It is funny, but rather ridiculous. As if Bow Wow was not enough, Marc Jacobs added the Slingdoodle. lol. XD

Ahh.. Marc Jacobs. I'll own you one lucky day. I'm sure of that. Absolutely positive. :)

I really have to brush off the sense of materialism. Pray for me people. 

Ok. It's finally raining wee.. I have no idea what to do actually. Shit. The scholarship. Sorry I forgot about you for a minute there. ;P